Tattoos, piercings, hair, & photography is my life. I'm just a girl trying to get through life. I'm a recovering self harmer… & I suffer from manic bipolar, anxiety, & ptsd. & It seems that no matter what I do, the same things keep happening over & over again. Just keep swimming, right?

12th August 2014

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The crabs have eyes. Next big horror movie! #nofilter #crab #dinner #horrormovie #bored #eyes  (at Red Lobster - Toms River, NJ)

The crabs have eyes. Next big horror movie! #nofilter #crab #dinner #horrormovie #bored #eyes (at Red Lobster - Toms River, NJ)

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12th August 2014

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Oh did I tell you? I went purple? #pravana #pravanavivids #vivids #violet #byered #change #oops #surprise  (at Lakehurst Lake)

Oh did I tell you? I went purple? #pravana #pravanavivids #vivids #violet #byered #change #oops #surprise (at Lakehurst Lake)

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12th August 2014

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I got him to smile. I’m so damn lucky. #babe #luckyme #him #smile #handsome #theone #love  (at Hershey’s Chocolate World)

I got him to smile. I’m so damn lucky. #babe #luckyme #him #smile #handsome #theone #love (at Hershey’s Chocolate World)

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12th August 2014

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Whenever I miss my own nana, I remember I get my daily dose every day on the front porch, smoking a cigarette, at a cute little house In Lakehurst. Can’t wait next visit out west, since these two right here remind me way to much of me & my nana. I need a pool side day, carrying on, myself haha. Love my “Grandma”. ❤️ #familyfunday #family #sixflagsgreatadventure #hurricaneharbor #fakesickday #imsick #neice #grandma #mommom #nana #californiadreamin #fivemonths

Whenever I miss my own nana, I remember I get my daily dose every day on the front porch, smoking a cigarette, at a cute little house In Lakehurst. Can’t wait next visit out west, since these two right here remind me way to much of me & my nana. I need a pool side day, carrying on, myself haha. Love my “Grandma”. ❤️ #familyfunday #family #sixflagsgreatadventure #hurricaneharbor #fakesickday #imsick #neice #grandma #mommom #nana #californiadreamin #fivemonths

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12th August 2014

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My future husband in the wave pool with his neice. He’s gunna be an amazing dad one day. ❤️ #wavepool #hurricaneharbor #sixflagsgreatadventure #familyfunday #love #fakesickday #imsick #lol #funinthesun #princess #future #amazing  (at Six Flags Hurricane Harbor)

My future husband in the wave pool with his neice. He’s gunna be an amazing dad one day. ❤️ #wavepool #hurricaneharbor #sixflagsgreatadventure #familyfunday #love #fakesickday #imsick #lol #funinthesun #princess #future #amazing (at Six Flags Hurricane Harbor)

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10th August 2014

Photo reblogged from That's right... I'm a fucking seal with 13,668 notes

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10th August 2014

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For those who don’t understand social anxiety:

ineverlearnthefirsttime:

-It is not cute

-It is hell

-Want to order pizza? Too fucking bad

-Want to go to a party? Be prepared to want to leave after 5 seconds

-Need to ask a salesperson for a different size? Guess you’re not getting it

-Hungry but it’s crowded in the restaurant? No food for you

-Social anxiety SUCKS

-It keeps you from doing things you want to do

-It makes you feel like shit

-Stop romanticizing it

-Social anxiety is absolute HELL

Source: ineverlearnthefirsttime

10th August 2014

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My friends are out at a party
But I can’t go
Because there’s a chance I’ll have a panic attack and make a scene

My friends went to the pool today
But I can’t go
Because there are scars covering me arms and legs

My family went out to dinner today
But I can’t go
Because I can’t order food without crying

Don’t tell me I’m lazy and that I don’t want to be around other people I wish I could
But I can’t
Because too many things could go wrong

- i can’t do anything anymore  (e.m.d)

Source: another-failed-poet

10th August 2014

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ilymorgannn:

As long as you are pleased with yourself, don’t ever let anyone try to shame you.

ilymorgannn:

As long as you are pleased with yourself, don’t ever let anyone try to shame you.

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10th August 2014

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itssimplysam23:

h-ound:

awwww-cute:

Baby sea turtle swimming

or is it flying through the snow

Definitely flying through the snow.

itssimplysam23:

h-ound:

awwww-cute:

Baby sea turtle swimming

or is it flying through the snow

Definitely flying through the snow.

Source: awwww-cute